It is with great sorrow that I sit writing this entry. But I think it’s for the best. I won’t be continuing to do Blogmas this year. I am sorry for everyone that got attached and I’m sorry for everyone that I’m letting down.
I don’t want to write for you guys just for the sake of writing and I feel like a few of my pots were just filler and I didn’t like it. I wanted to write to express but it seems like I can’t do it.
I’ve tried so many times, writing and rewriting blog posts but I don’t ever think they are good enough. I doubt myself. And because I doubt myself and my ability I won’t post it. So please know it’s a reflection of me.
I will try to blog at least once a week and maybe I’ll post a Christmas related one or maybe I won’t. I just know that right now, I need to focus on myself and Luna. I’m running myself into the ground trying to juggle everything and if I don’t take a break, I could lose all control. Today, I feel so drained and so sick that I just wanna curl up in a ball and stay there but I can’t.
I love all my readers and I hope to write for you soon.